Monday, June 22, 2009

The hell

The hell is when your child wakes up in the middle of the night , in wee hours of the morning, crying. And you do not know why. You know he is in pain. You just do not know from what. Is it his tommy? Is it his eyes that feel like somebody poured sand in them from allergies? Or may be it is a headache or nosia or sore throat. And he is sitting on the bed crying and biting his hands and feet, trying to grab and pull his only caretaker hair or face, eyes full of tears and anxiety. and I sit beside him and try to think. What is it? What to do? So I decided on Allergy medication, and had to force the dispenser without being bitten. And he quiets down. Cover is wet from urine from the overflown diaper, but it is Ok just a little bit will wash it later. Now we can sleep for Two more hours till dawn. And I remember when he was younger and that was happening almost every night. And think I could not go through it again.

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