Monday, April 27, 2009

Concentrate, concentrate!

I can not concentrate today again. It is frightening. I have too many too important things to do to afford that. I did manage to pay some of my bills today. Some were overdue already for no reason. Easy things can be sometimes very complicated. My ability to concentrate fluctuates - I have better and worse days. During better days I take it for granted. During worse days I feel like I am plowing through the fog without seeing two steps ahead. Sometimes the fog rises momentarily and I can see a little bit further ahead. Then it falls down again and even folding the laundry is an achievement. Making something to eat for Sebastian requires much effort. Cleaning up and sorting bills is impossible. Future does not exist. I hope it will go away soon. Go away!

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